____x. [E]lLona.[B]loG. x____
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
to me is a very sad post!!
well i dunno how to start my post!!
i have to 2 thing to desclare abt
first, Jia Yi and i not a brother and sister anymore...
Second, i will be leaving kun yang after i told shi fu abt it.. and if he agree with it, i will be leaving temporily
i think i shldnt worry abt him.. and now he must be so happy tat im not his sis anymore.. well his gf said everything correct, and i think abt it im really not worth to be his sis!! it was like i harming him and instead of helping him !! well i think i shldnt cry for it!! coz im harming him!! so may well tat i contiune staying kun yang i will harm everybody so no point for me to contiune staying over there, i will be leaving my home ( Kun Yang ) at e (temporily).. i wun be staying there anymore.. (until i settle my thinG)
shi jie very sry.. i cant acc you to stay longer in Kun Yang sry for throwing all tot job back to u, actually long ago i was thinking abt quiting is u and baby tat y i keep tot thinking.. anyway thank to Jia Yi this matter let me finally took up this thinking again.. say seriously, i feel off lagging out but i try to catch up but is still the same.. well maybe you will think tat why i have this kind of thinking.. did u notice everytime you all saw me.. and i didnt express out my feel.. i dun wan you all to see through my thinking.. just to make ugly of myself and make u all laugh, as u all may think im like a crown...
let me ask u all? are u all really knoe wat im thinking abt!! i dun even know myself, how do u all know abt me!! well this matter let me think alot!! and oso very sry shi fu, so late still bother u, and talk so much with me some more tml u need to work.. really very sry!
Im not mature enough.. i think i shldnt be so busybody, shldnt be so caring, shldnt be so concern and shldnt put e smile on my face.. i think tat a postition for me to do being a heartless person... shld i ?
sry for posting my unhappy post!! this really make me very sad.. non stop of crying... even type this post my tear keeping dropping.. just like a bleed keep dipping.. i dun wish to get and comfront from anyone.. i wan to learn to stand up by myself to encounter all this problem tat i have..
well i will post again for my east coast trip!!
[E]llona [ω]аѕ [ħ]єяэ [а]ŧ - Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Im a person who like to make funny thing,
joke, play and enjoy around like nobody care,
there is alot of thing i would like to try,
but there are something that corrupted my plan!! ='(
whatever it is!! i will look forward in my future!
and i will be continue to on walk,
until the day that my life have to end,
then it is my time to go!!
Nick: ~Fei Fei~ DOB: 290388
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1# My family
2# My laopo
3# Yu Lingx
1# Bitter stuff
3# Lazy to walk
4# dun force me do thing tat i dun like
5# love to tell lied
1# get a new hP
2# hope to find my prince
3# buy short pant
4# went to taiwan
5# went to japan
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